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[May. 30th, 2006|11:15 am] |
| [ | music |
| | a thumping base line | ] |
Silent black wings
Rush of night air
Thrill of the chase
Pounding heart
Ease of speed
Twisting with grace
My spirit soars
I live for this
The fatal chase |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 29th, 2006|03:42 pm] |
When I go to sleep,
Miss Inappropriate
paints her lips cherry red,
white dust below the brows.
With big black boots
and ribbons in her hair,
she dances past the crowds,
wieving through the night.
A twinkle in her eye,
twist of a cherib grin.
Giggle in the darkness,
mischief for fun.
With the wind in her face,
her spirit is free,
neon streaming past,
like I want to be. |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 26th, 2006|11:57 am] |
I got hit by a car last night.
The front bumper slammed into my thigh sending stinging pins and needles up and down my leg. My face was propelled into the bonnet as my body rolled across the car and off the side, landing flat on my back in the middle of the road.
The problem was it was my car,
and I had forgotten where I had parked it. |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 23rd, 2006|10:18 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  excited | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Beating Hearts Baby - Head Automatica | ] |
just confirmed today, i am moving back into town (re: civilization)
i will post more often - i promise. |
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| a direct quote from the Raveler: |
[May. 11th, 2006|10:14 am] |
Current mood: Disjointed
Current music: The scream of turbofans
Addiction
There are only two things I am addicted to: breathing and thinking.
Everything else are just hobbies with varying levels of obsession. |
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| Fiji |
[Apr. 17th, 2006|08:24 am] |
well, its our 1st day in fiji, walking off the plane was like walking into an oven. typical thing to say i know, but its the only way i can describe it. the weather was beautiful, people friendly, birds strange and slightly alien looking - everything you expect =) everywhere you go there are plasid looking cows with big horns tied to sticks on the sides of the road munching on the weeds. goats seem popular too. i have only seen one dog and a few kittens, far less strays than thailand, which is a good thing as i have a tendancy to want to take them all home and feed them! in the afternoon it started to rain, big fat heavy drops of bathwater. that lasted about 30 mins then the weather cleared back to paradise blue skies. abby and i went for a walk down through Latoka to see if we could buy a serong of two but no such luck as it was easter monday and everything was closed except the fish market. so we walked through the local park and watched the local youth club enthusiasticly playing rugby. it is strange to suddenly be the ethnic minority and to be picked out because of your skin colour, we got offered no less than 6 taxi's in 45 minutes. by the time we made it back to our hotel, The Waterfront (highly recomended) it was raining again. this time though the rain felt like monsoon rain complete with instant surface flooding. from our balcony we could see the youth club still playing rugby with the kind of vigour usually reserved for All Black test matches. it was fantastic to see them grinning like cheshire cats loooking like they had just climbed out of a pool!
this mourning we are catching the boat to Waya Island and Octopus Resort which boosts one of the top 10 beaches in the world! so it is up early to get showered and to locate an open money exchange so we can get more fiji dollars after the screw up of our booking which ment we had to use all our spending money to pay for a room that was supposed to be included in our package deal. after phoning the wonderful Polly (owner of Octopus) we will get reimbersed our money and a further discount on our resort accomidation. unfortunatly it will be credited to our visa so we will still not have any cash. oh the joys of dealing with lackys instead of bosses! =)
unfortunitly my phone doesnt work here so i cant blog any pics yet, so you will just have use your imagination!
till next time then.... |
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| 3 Months today! |
[Mar. 7th, 2006|11:16 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | ecstatic | ] |
who would have thought i would worry about a 3 month anniversary?! but this feels like the best thing that has ever happened to me and i want to celebrate every last moment of it.
3 months = beer and pizza
6 months = champagne and silver service...... |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 13th, 2006|11:40 am] |
i think i am in a dark mood. i would not call it black, i can still see through it to the real world. it is more like wearing dark glasses at night - everything looks grey and only the brightest sparks stand out.
dark is safe, insular, protective. it keeps in the warmth and i can't see the stains. i can be what i want in the dark, the imagination is unhindered by visual perception. writing comes more easily, the words flow around me, seen on the edges of my world. |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 12th, 2006|08:11 am] |
lust for life,
i had it once.
it was invigorating.
now, it is too much effort.
i am living
someone else's purpose.
without a direction of my own,
being pushed and steered,
against my will.
they took over my life,
in the name of justice.
made demands and gave orders,
in search of conviction.
my wishes mean nothing. |
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| apathy |
[Feb. 10th, 2006|08:25 pm] |
i didn't care when you said you would leave me.
i didn't care when you cut up all my clothes.
i didn't care when you took my car and drove away.
i didn't care when you slept with my sister.
i didn't care when you got drunk and told everyone i hit you.
i didn't care when you rang my mother at 3am.
i didn't care when you turned up on my doorstep drunk.
i didn't care when you decided to stay.
so why do you think i care enough to marry you?! |
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| black |
[Feb. 7th, 2006|10:19 am] |
fumigate the crickets
shoot the birds,
paint the windows black,
pull down the blinds,
burn the welcome matt,
poison the water,
cut down the trees,
dig up the roses,
put down the cat,
unplug the phone,
smash the tv,
forget the outside world...
but then i see you
and you want me. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 28th, 2006|12:12 am] |
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the wind in your hair, describing curls and spirals about your face. the eyes of an old soul, gazing across the water. wisdom in your smile, everything will become what it should. there is no hurry, time is infinite for the few like you, spirits from the beginning. you will always be here, in your many incarnations. listening to those devoted to you. guiding your charges efforts, directing their souls, encouraging, the spirit of generosity. |
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| abs |
[Jan. 21st, 2006|11:36 pm] |
you glow, a radiance from inside your soul. i bask in the reflected brilliance, hoping some of it will stick.
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 15th, 2006|07:30 pm] |
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i'm sure i could write something philosophical, but it would just sound trite in the morning. i could write something smart, but you would point out the flaws in the logic. i could write something funny, but you wouldnt laugh, you never do. i could write anything, you would go over it with a red pen marking my spelling mistakes. and considering no-one else will ever read it, what is the point anyway? |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 10th, 2006|10:20 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  working | ] |
today is blah.. it is 10:20 and i start work in 40 minutes, havnt even gotten out of bed yet.. the weather is overcast in an uninspiring way and there is a mess at work that would take 20 people all day to clean. the coffee rep wanker guy is turning up for "coffee training" some time in the avo so i will have to polish the machine every 5 minutes till he turns up.. his coffee is crap, but we have to bow and scrape to him or he will rant about the origins of the grind for hours on end and not let us serve the customers, oh joy.. don'tcha just love people like that =) |
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